An epiphany

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An epiphany

I literally just realized something terrifying
I dropped whatever I was doing
To document this feeling before it flew out the window again
But I just realized that I will never
Lead a normal life
I will never have the life I want
I will never ever be free
I will never be okay
I will never be relieved
I will have glimpses of what I love
I will have flashes of my fantasy
But seconds only compare to a lifetime.
And a lifetime is what I would trade absolutely anything for.

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I'm so scared for my future.
It's going to be pathetic
And it's not going to be my fault.
I feel like just putting everything to an end.
But there's so much more worth living for.
I just need to remember this is a stage and it will end..maybe


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