I missed the lips that made me fly

Ashley Marie has added a photo to the pool:

I missed the lips that made me fly

"I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best"

"you're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go"

"I got the point that I should leave you alone but we both know I'm not that strong
I miss the lips that made me fly"

- miserable at best by mayday parade
Listen to it!
It's sad but beautiful

I know things are difficult now but keep your chin up
Keep a light on
Keep your eyes open
Stay on your toes
I would give absolutely anything and everything to do things all over again
To do things better
To set things right
To love differently
To hurt less
To lose nothing,
Contrary wise,
To gain
To gain a love
Gain trust
Respect
A lifetime
But no experience.
Loving blindly
Acting different
Happy.
Free.
We could have had it all.
We were right there.
But just like everything else in my life:
I'm almost happy
Almost there
Almost sucessful.
There's always am opposing factor
Someone, something Is out there to get me
The balance of the universe would be extremely off if everything in my life was going right
Just when I see the light at the end of the tunnel,
I feel a bunji cord snap to pull me right back to the start
Or further back then I started.
In square one.
The miserable place I know all to well.
My home away from home
My second hell


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